No goodbye

big black's left the farm, half a day before scheduled.

the death truck was in the area and so stopped by the farm to pick her up before they were on their way to the slaughter house in Leknes.

And i wasn't there to see her off.
which probably is a good thing, coz i think i'd probably have a mental breakdown if i were there to see her being carted away in a truck to her death.

tomorrow when i get back it'd just be an empty stall.

I wasn't even this sad when pan pan died last dec.